:'(

i've just realized that i had brought him more and more troubles,
:'(
asking him to take me out,
asking him to have satnite again and again,
asking him not to make me jealous all the times,
i kept 'asking' to him,
while in return,
what did i give to him? nothing.
what did i do to make him happy? nothing.
what did i do to make him stronger? nothing.


gosh,
this reality makes me sad,
i couldn't give anything good to him,


i couldn't do anything good to him,


i kept saying 'i love u' to him, but i didn't give him happiness nor peace...


i feel so sorry,
i feel so guilty,


but really,
all i wanna do is to make him happy,
all i wanna see is him smiling n sharing laughter to the world,


let me do my best not to be a burden for him anymore, :'(
i just love him so much,